All The World Is Water

It's day 4 of the pre-op diet. I'm not really having any problems with it, but if I didn't have this deadline and serious consequences looming, I doubt I would stick to it. Especially the day that everyone brought donuts into the office. There were so many, that leftovers lasted for two full days. Even now, a stack of temptations sits on my desk... the giver refused to be put off. That's a little crazy, isn't it? That someone would demand to give you food!?

My daily calorie intake is less than 1000. My water has only been around 40 oz... I just can not drink 64 oz. and not be running to the restroom every 10 minutes. It's insane how many trips I take now, especially in the afternoon!

11 days until my surgery. On the one hand, it seems so far away, but on the other, it's really not. Right now, I have so many other things going on that I just can't even think about it. The day before, I may be a basket case and think about canceling. But I can't - I have to focus on the reasons I'm doing this. Health, lifestyle, living to retirement age. Flying on an airplane without worrying about fitting into the seat. Or attending an event for the same reason. Hiking, camping, and just doing stuff.

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